Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Same Old Story

How do you keep from being dragged down by things that you have no control over? A few things have been bothering me for months now and I can't do anything about them. There are many sayings out there about controlling what you can and not worrying about the rest and they're all true. Logically, I know that getting upset about things that I can't change is pointless but I'm doing it anyway. 

I'm continuing to do my reps and I have to admit that seeing the numbers in my book every day does provide a certain amount of motivation for me. But Kung Fu can't solve every problem. So, where does that leave me? To be honest, I don't know. One of the biggest challenges for me so far this I Ho Chuan year has been kindness and dealing with my anger. I'm taking baby steps and I've logged a lot of AOK but if I'm honest with myself, I don't think I'm a nicer person. I'm nice for an instant and then I revert to reality. I'm at a loss over what to do.

Cory Smid
http://kungfucory.blogspot.ca/

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