Its amazing how fast a day can go to pot! I think I had the worst day I've had in a long time; I actually had to lock myself in the bathroom and cry before I could go back to work. If I could quit, I would have.
I am so grateful for friends who keep me going with texts (not that they all knew it was a bad day), home and family, and for headphones that block out the world while I swing a weapon around. It does help recenter me alot and imagining all kinds of things while I'm practicing helps even more).
I'm also grateful for the UBBT group we have this year, for the opportunity to get to know each other better. And I think this dragon dance challenge is pulling us together even more as we have to trust and lean on each other. Even when we almost kill each other in practice (sorry Sihing Gamble!). Thanks for the positives to focus on and look forward too..maybe they'll make the rest of my life bearable.
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