Wacky Emotions

I feel a little cheap for not writing what is happening in my world last week. I was having a difficult time putting it into words, I am not sure that I am any more prepared this week but I am willing to give it a try.
I am riding an emotional roller coaster. I am not usually changing on a minute by minute basis but definitely by the hour (it does occasionally feel like it is changing by the minute). Here are those nasty emotions in no particular order:
Nervous -
Anxious -
Excited -
Confidence -
Satisfied -
Calm -
I was going to write a little bit about why each emotion is wreaking havoc in me but the answer is the same for each one, the test. I have worked very hard on my kung fu in the last couple of years and it is going to be put to the test very soon. I am looking forward to it and dreading it, all at the same time. The result of all these wacky emotions is that I seem distracted, even to me. I have to really concentrate in order to focus on one thing, and this is going okay so far. Occasionally, I get accused of not listening but that is pretty normal.
Until next week, work hard and have fun.