Hello everyone, i am sorry if it seemed like i have given up, but i
have not. It just the decision not to go for my black belt hit me harder
than i thought it would. At first there was some relief then i felt
guilty, then i felt a little depressed for awhile. But i just went to kung fu and realize that i was being childish, If i am not meant to go for it this year then i will train harder for next year, because
something i had too relearn is that kung fu is more than about the black
belt it is what you are willing to accomplish to get it, and who's
people lives you can change in the process. It does not have to be
someone else, , it could be you, but in that process you help someone
else to become a greater martial artist for it. So weather i get my
black belt next year or the next it does not matter, because it will
happen when i am ready, and only i can make it possible, but thankfully i
do not have to, because there is an awesome support group that we
surround ourselves daily when we go to kung fu. Of course i know i have
to still try my hardest to achieve a lot of my personal goals, but i
know there is help if i need it. kung fu is the extraordinary in my life
, it is the most positive thing in my life. Kung fu make me want to do
better in life and in my martial arts. So for now i say thank you kung
Fu for everything you have done for me and help me attain a few more
friend that i did not have before. When you are feeling down remember we
are here for you
Sihing Langner
I look forward to next year Sihing. Lets finish this year strong and tackle the next with a vengeance.
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