Chinese new years eve...and I'm filled with dread/anticipation/nervousness/relief(that we're finally getting started!). I'm learning how much of a perfectionist I am--I hate talking about both failures AND successes--dont like to admit failure and am even more afraid that I"m not worthy of any success. Its not an easy thing to post about--but I want this year to be about real growth. To accept myself no matter how I do, but enjoy the journey not be so pysched about the 'achievement'. I'm excited to see who all my team mates are, and what our goals are, to celebrate with and for my team. I'm also trying to balance my training with family--I do have the ability to go completely overboard in my training if I let myself, but have been able to balance it out so far.
I am thinking of a different start this year than our traditional pushup challenge--I want to see if I can get a minimum of 10, trying for even more, of random acts of kindness. Seems like a great way to start the year!
I am in love with "random acts of kindness" it has been on of the most profound this in my life. It made me aware of what people do for me without me really recognizing them and how often I fall to find kindness instead of anger. It's a great goal to have chosen
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