Friday, May 18, 2012

on leaving

In just less then two months I move to Vancouver and I have been having some trepidations about the whole deal. I don't have a place to live yet only a couple places I have seen on the internet but nothing concrete. Also I have no job lined up yet. When I say trepidations I really mean that I was stressing big time about this especially because every time I look at the calendar another week has gone by without me noticing. I have been thinking about this lately and have realized that moving right now will be the best thing for me. It is going to force me out of the my comfort zone and push myself to well be better. Currently I feel unchallenged and unmotivated by job but I frequently make excuses to not leave and get a better job. It is kind of a hard realization, made even worse when factoring in that I am working on mastery with my kung fu,  but am just floating along and maintaining being average in my career. I had become complacent and content, knowing I had security and freedom to do just as much as a I needed to get by. Like I said I am being forced out of my comfort zone and am grateful for the opportunities that it is going to present.

Craig Janzen
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Silent River Kung Fu

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