So as usual I am late with this posting, my diet posting is behind as well. Honestly I feel like a juggler on a high wire. I get steady and I am tossing situps, pushups, tai chi broadsword, the tei hua form, journalling, eating right, etc and they are just flowing nicely then, work gets busy (jiggles the wire) my mom gets sick, (jiggles the wire), or for example dragon/lion dancing practice gets added to the items to be juggled list ... oops! Dropped that one! I do not seem to have enough hands, time or skill to juggle all these things while balancing on a high wire.
So today I am very frustrated with myself and with all the commitments and responsibilties that I am dropping, and failing to accomplish/complete. I hate disappointing myself and other people.
Start counting on what you doing instead of not. Each day, do what you can and don't worry about the rest, it will fall into place. Only pay attention to what you get done, be satisfied with that and the next day, get up again and do the same thing. That is what will get you to the end of your journey, one foot in front of the other. You are doing awesome, stop giving yourself such a hard time. Let's so some sparring on Sat. that will fix everything!
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