I just wanted to thank Mr. Chervenka for writing my next post. Seriosuly, I'm not glad to hear that my teammates are going through this, but I'm glad to hear that he was honest, sometimes not an easy thing to publicly admit. The ending was great!
Sometimes pulling yourself from that deep rut, is like trying to pull yourself and your rubber boot from a mud bog which has just reached the little red line on your boot! My boot has been stuck in the mud for a while now and the red line is disappearing.
Working a full time position 5.5 hours away from my family, house, friends, kung fu is a challenge, not...has been a challenge...is a challenge!
I've been wanting to write on this for a while now, but didn't want to speak on emotion or without understanding all my issues and what was impacting what. Honestly, I need my job to support my family and myself. I was hoping things would play out a bit differently and I wouldn't have to reveal what I did. This career challenge has put a huge spin on my life, in the past I came home a lot more than I do now, still never meeting a balance but it was enough to keep myself motivated and engaged.
I'm still hoping for the best and I'm not sure how far to reveal my thoughts. This might be a good place to end, as it is my life and I have a choice to make change....fingers crossed! So, hopefully things will stop spinning and I can pull my boots from the mud and find my way!
Darcy Regier
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