The new start

Hello, well the new I Ho Chaun has finally started officially. I cannot believe how many new weapons that we have this year. Also i am doing the twin hooks this year and i was surprised to find out that there will be three other people that will be doing the same thing as me, i can't wait. I would of listed all the new weapons that i have never seen silent river kung fu used before, but i can't really spell out the proper names or i do not know them, but i will say one The Broom. This year we will all face new challenges, failures, success and we will do it together. We just have to remember to ask for help when we need it. Feed ourselves some humble pie and ask someone, or get the courage to ask someone if you are like me and have some social phobias. But i have learned to conquer so many of my social phobias thanks to the I ho chuan team last year. I still have a lot to go in conquering my fears, but performing at the banquet did more good for me then hurting me. I just watch the video that was posted and astonished that i even was able to go on stage that night. after words i felt 100 times better, all the pressure and stomach twisting i was feeling that night all went away to a ting of my sai's hitting Sifu Masterson's  sai's. For me it was the announcing of the end of our dragon year, but at the same time a chime for our next year of the snake; the year i was born and the year i will be training even harder than last year. Also i am extremely thankful for being in a place like our kung fu and surrounding myself with people who i know that will make this year even more awesome than last year, which is pretty awesome.
This last entry is going to be hard for me, but i said i would do it for my personal requirements.

 249 Lbs

This would be my weight I will publicly be posting this info on all my blogs, because i believe this will help me realize what weight i am at and to keep me responsible and accountable for my action in the goal to lose 40lbs. Oh god this is hard, but i must do it here goes nothing.


Sihing Langner