Hello everyone, we just did our demo in front for our class
tonight and i a sure you i wanted to throw up so bad, my stomach was
hurting so bad. Once we finished the demo i was relived and still wanted
to throw up. But it was not over we had to do it again my stomach was
turning all over again. Waiting for your turn to go up there, last time i
did that i was in super panic mode a messed everything up. This time i
was still nervous,but i was trying to calm myself down by breathing and
focusing on what i was supposed to do. In the end i never threw up and
just got some critiques that i will improve upon. Public anything i
guess you could say is my worse fear, because i feel like they will
judge me and horrible ream me for doing one little thing wrong. I am
learning that people just want to see you succeed, and are supportive of
what you do. I am still not saying i am completely over my fears, but i
think i am getting closer. The whole demo team did awesome, and i am
nervously waiting for the live demo to start happening. Can't Wait!
Sihing Langner
http://randylangner789.blogspot.ca/
I have a great respect for what you have accomplished. Just in working with you, (prior to my departure of course!) You have so many hidden talents in leadership that you may not recognize. Often they are subtle, but very motivating for a person like myself.
ReplyDeleteGood job going through the demo! Wish I could have been there to see it.
Awesome job!! I know the stomach thing...get it myself. I loved this demo, with so many others coming and going, it moves to fast to let a person get too wound up. Just keep your shades on, no one will every notice:)You rocked!!
ReplyDeleteYou were amazing and I noticed this at the practices. HUGE difference from the first time you did your form in front of Sifu Brinker. I am very impressed. You are not alone in the jitters. Although I don't get sick, my legs get very shaky and with the rope dart, that is not a good thing. I try to focus on what I have to do, and if I don't focus, that's when I mess up, and I messed up way more than you did. I am excited to try harder to improve.
ReplyDeleteGreat job, great demo!