“Juggling” Something is going to Fall

The act of juggling ones priorities and commitments can be an exhausting and sometimes frustrating endeavour. 

Between home life, work and Kung Fu my days are extremely busy with very little idle time where I am not actually engaged in doing something. When one area in my life requires more of my time than usual the other areas always seem to have to suffer.

Unfortunately I must say that it is my Home life that suffers the most, it is the easiest to let down.

In the past I had taken a different position at my work that allow me to spend more time at home and to do Kung Fu, it also meant taking a major drop in pay, but it has served me well without regrets. But these next two months are going to extremely difficult for me to manage all of the areas of my life equally, since I have given extra responsibilities at work that are going to demand more of my time than usual, outside of a normal working day. The two other areas in my life are going to feel the impact of it, already I have had to miss some scheduled Kung Fu classes to deal with a work issue that suddenly cropped up and that has had a very negative result in my participation on the demo team. Also I am unable to commit to my participation in our Pandamonium event this year, I am hopping to be able to show up for some part of it.

Its just I am very frustrated at this time for letting my team mates down, and not being part of the demo team by being forced to miss one class because of work.

Where am I? What am I doing?