This past Saturday we did the Stony parade and then a demo performance. The parade was awesome and the demo looked great except for my part. I dropped one of my chucks early on in the form and I was devestated. I have been working hard on the form and have made it all the way through many times at the kwoon and on my own. But when it comes time to represent the team and school I mess up. I am going to admit that my confidence is shaken. I know that I have to push through it and keep going. I just have this feeling like I am dissapointing my sifu's the team and the school. I was chosen to perform in the demo based on what the form looked like. Yet when its time to show the public I choked.
So very frustrating and dissapointing.
Mr. Ian Repay
Student of Silent River Kung Fu.
Stony Plain, Alberta.
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