A wierd new year

This year feels weird to me i am going from lots of school and homework to none. I guess i am one of those people who like school, because when i am at school i know i am trying to better myself and trying to get a career that i want, but now that i am done upgrading i miss it. Now i go to a job where i do mindless work or so i believe. My job is easy enough i go to store to store and fill up the shelves with pop and condense the pallets. But as in any job their is always people who find it hard, and are lazy,  and making a bigger mess for me to clean up. This job i have really puts me in a down mood, just because it is a job full of people who have settled for this for the rest of their life and want to make other peoples life worse. I do not care if someone want's to or has to work at a job like mine. I have a friend who has already decided that this will be his first and last job, but it works for him. At my job i tend to go to stores where the managers of the store are not happy with what is happening and they are mad at me as if it was my fault, when it is the first time i work the store. I know why i get sent to these store, because i am the one who does all the hard work and makes them happy again. I hate my job, but  at least i know i will not be their for the rest of my life. If anything the silver lining about all of this, is it drives me harder wanting to escape this type of world; making me push myself to become a better person, knowing i never want my life to ever be dull and you know what as i am writing this blog right now i just realize why i am at a job like this, it is because it make me strive for something better. To tell you the truth it is hard to find the benefit of a bad situation, but blogging about it right now just made me realize it. Their is a technique i would like to perfect, finding that small little tiny silver line that does surround most bad things. Funny i learned a lesson blogging never saw that one coming. Well see ya and have a good day.



Sihing Langner