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So Sifu Rybak emailed me her I Ho Chuan tracking worksheet and I made some modifications to it to suit my requirements and have it saved to my desktop (computer). I gathered all my stray notebooks and scraps of paper and posted it all to the tracking sheet. The biggest hole is the sparring, it is currently reading '0'. Yikes! Unfortunately I have a previous committment on Thursday nights when most of the I Ho Chuan members get together and work on stuff so I will be bringing my gear to open training on Saturdays, hopefully someone will be available to spar with. Sifu Rybak and Sifu Weibe are also going to add sparring to our Monday night after class time.

 Master Brinker told me at the I Ho Chuan meeting that my reluctance/failure to record my daily regeim indicates to him that I am not fully engaged in my training. So I am taking this to heart and whether or not I actually understand the importance/benefit/relevance of writing everything down I will do it anyway and trust that it will become clear to me. What has helped with this is Corey's blog.

The girls (Brandi & Melanie) told me about a blog that one of their fellow students (Corey) wrote and in which I found a great deal of relevance. My insistance on following my own path and determining my own future may actually be holding me back. It makes you think thats for sure!


http://balancedlifeskills.com/home/2011/09/08/concious-conformity.html