Monday, March 26, 2012

I Had Already Named her Crutches

I had a.. week, last week. I can't say bad week, although there were a few rough spots, and I don't want to say good week because it really was rough.

On Sunday, en route back from my parents I had to swerve around a kitten who was dragging itself across the road. I stopped, and it was immediately obvious that her back was broken. Otherwise, she seemed okay. I took her to the vet, with the hope that she could still be saved, and maybe become a wheel kitty. The vet crushed that quick- she would be unable to clean herself, purge herself, unable to do anything another cat would. To me, it was a matter of would this cat rather be bound to wheels but otherwise safe and happy, or dead. The vet managed to convince me that she would never be happy. I still feel guilty, sad, and a bit angry at the situation. I knew this cat for maybe half an hour, but I cried for her, and I miss her.

On a better note, this Pink Method is working. In 1 week, I'm down 5lbs and 3". Boo yeah.

Friday was awesomely awesome. I received invaluable feedback from Sifu Hayes regarding Tai Chi Broadsword. The amount he managed to fix in me on Friday makes me excited for next class. How much further will I progress then?

Yesterday was fun. Of course I made the mistake of wearing my good shoes to the kwoon renos. Ah well, didn't stop me from wearing them now.

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