Sunday, March 11, 2012

Social problems

Hello again one of my personal goals this year is to become better at socializing, and our meeting at the UBBT for me was very intense and nerve racking. for me teaching in front of a class and talking with people is two different worlds, because when you are teaching you are in charge, but in the UBBT meeting I had to talk about myself, and how I was doing. When it came to my turn I did not even say everything i wanted to say, because i just could not handle the pressure. just standing there with everybody listing to what you are going to say. I feel like what ever i say i will be judged harshly and unfairly then looked down on, but i know that the UBBT is not this type of group, but that is how i feel, like i am not meeting your standards, even knowing the standards are my own. Talking like that in the meeting was very hard for me and i am not looking forward to more meetings, but I know it is something i must do, not only because i am supposed to show up, but for myself as well.

Sihing Langner

3 comments:

  1. We will not judge you, only support and encourage you to try harder and stay focused. I hope that talking in the group gets easier for you, I believe you have a lot to teach.

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  3. Putting yourself out there is one of the scariest things to do. You have the perfect group to practice with, we will accept all that you say and do openly. I think you are doing just fine Sihing!

    JC Masterson

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