Fun

I've been thinking about my UBBT journey, past present and future; looking at the goals I've chosen, what worked, what didnt, what I learned. One thing i've both noticed (and had pointed out to me) is I have lots of discipline; that parts not so much a problem. So it makes it sometimes easy to pick goals that are very task based; 50 000 pushups for example. Break it down, make a plan, implement. Yes, I do get lazy, screw up, dont do it, same as everyone else, but for my little brain, having a hamster wheel to run on makes it happy. So I dont really want to do more of those. One element I've noticed that is missing in the hamster wheel; fun. Most of the things I do, I do because I 'have to' or 'committed to'. I dont do very much just for FUN. I'm thinking that needs to be in my goals this year--not sure how to word that, or what it will look like...hard to qualify and if I HAVE to have fun, it may just take all the fun out of it! What IS fun for me? What does it look like? Can I stifle my responsible side long enough to have fun? Should be an interesting challenge...