Well this past week has been a trip. A truck breakdown in Moose Jaw, a part that is
backed up such that I am number 201 at the dealership for getting it repaired
left me between a rock and a hard place.
A person that relies solely on my vehicle for completing my job, forced
me into a midnight bus trip on Friday to Grande Prairie, 0.5hrs of sleep over
36 hours power driving to the kwoon for the I ho Chuan meeting on
Saturday. The meeting was good but
really hit me fairly hard. A combination
of emotions from missing Canada Day because of waiting on a dealership in Moose
Jaw to diagnose the truck problem, really left me out sorts. Hearing about the awesomeness of the
experience added fuel to the fire. It’s
good to hear and watch the video of the demos going on without you but it does
leave a bit of a let down inside.
Especially when all intentions and planning were to hit the Canada day
demo.
Understanding that things have not gone well for me in the past 4 weeks
in terms of blogging really makes it tough for me to swallow. Blogging is crucial, but more important is
reading teammates blogs. I haven’t read
a teammates blog for several weeks now. I
haven’t posted in several weeks. For the
last three weeks it has been field work, a ton of driving, followed by a
mountain of paperwork. Every day, up at
5, field work, paperwork to very late, start again the next day. On travel through Edmonton, stop say hi to
the kids, drop the oil in the truck, reset for the next project, maybe weed
whip the three foot high weeds in the back yard, and get moving to the next
project. I have been ground into a pile
of dust the past couple of weeks, and the result has not been positive for me
or my family.
As Master Brinker pointed out, there is always time, and excuses lead to
missed opportunities. What I can say
though to people who may think my absence is voluntary, is that when I am at
home, I am at the Kwoon. I truly am
trying my best to make every possible effort to be a positive member of the
team. I do apologize for my absence, and
real lack of involvement in the projects, demo’s, classes, blog posting, and
meetings.
Now, moving from the real drag of a read for blog followers, let’s shift
gears. I watched the demo posted, and it
looked awesome guys! It really is very
inspiring to watch, especially seeing the improvement of the forms of the
members of the team. The bridge actually
looked rehearsed, from a great video perspective as well (fountain and seagulls
included).
I had a talk with Sifu Langner outside the kwoon and it led to an
interesting conversation. I realized
that the past couple years in the I Ho Chuan, both of which I started off with
intents to grade, I made the decision not to follow through because goals of
the I Ho Chuan were falling out of reach.
While my effort to complete what I could did not change, my perspective
did, which probably affected my performance for that year. This year I have finally changed my
perspective and am not allowing my failures of yesterday to affect my successes
today. Every day I am seeking to move
forward. When I fail, I reset. This blog is proof of that.
Oh ya, in case you are a techno geek, camp nowhere, located about 100k
west of Manning. GPS coordinates 57degrees,
18 minutes, 10.82 seconds N. 118degrees,
39 minutes, 9.34seconds W.
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