Focal Point

I often look at myself, and say, “ am I being true and honest to myself, am I living up
to my own expectations of who I want to be?”. Essentially, where am I and what
am I doing? I have found that the answer does not come very quick and clear, at
all times, which makes me wonder and think that maybe I’m not being and doing
all I can to be who I want to be.

I started reading a book on “Law of Attraction”, which I have belief in and feel
that with the mind control and self mind manipulation that you can make your
wishes and dreams viable and more attainable. Each and every step of my day, I
see and encounter challenges that test my ability to reach goals, success or to
make a difference. These goals, even the smallest are not attainable without some
sort of physical or mental effort. I can bypass many things through my day that
I have the power to change, but not only would I let myself down, but miss an opportunity
to make a difference and loss sight of my target.

Without a consistent and distinct focal point or purpose I find my target gets blurred.
I believe part of my issue, is that, my trails meander and don’t meet at the same
point in the road. I believe the key for me is to put more focus on the
challenges, instead of the straight and narrow stuff, which in turn should
allow more growth. That might seems like the obvious, but I think if I
occasionally throw this back in my own face and continue to manipulate my mind
in that direction, that it will remain true.

Darcy Regier, Silent River Kung Fu, Stony Plain, Alberta.