No Thanks!

It's come up a few times that I should be in the demo, yep, I probably should...originally I was planning something with Sihing Tymchuk, but it was a huge relief when he couldn't make it to some practices because he was out of town so I could pull us from the lineup. We did think it could be May. 11th, so we were under a time crunch.  Yay, I was off the hook.  It came up again last night that I should be in it.  My whole body got hot and I just wanted to leave.  I tried to practice something with Sifu Bryant for a bit, but it wasn't really working out.  I was too flustered by having so many people watching me and it was really only a few of you trying to help.  Fact, I don't get kung fu...I am not coordinated!  I don't have a problem with being corrected, but I get corrected on the same thing over and over and that frustrates me because my brain gets it but my body just goes ahead and does what it wants.  I don't feel like making an idiot of myself in front of anymore people than my orange belt class.  I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN A DEMO!!!