Overwhelmed

There's so much to learn in so little time.  I'm just learning knife defenses, trying to learn Long 1, trying to learn how to do a backwards shoulder roll for Sei Chen (totally know I spelled that wrong), trying to organize a demo for the first time, trying to learn ropedart, learning to remember to log, trying to discipline myself into doing pushups and situps, etc, etc.  It's starting to be alot and trying to organize and prioritize everything gets difficult sometimes.  I periodically have to take a deep breath and sort everything out so I don't just get frustrated and quit because sometimes I feel alot of pressure that I'm sure alot of it I bring on myself.  It is a pretty darn good feeling when you finally get something though after trying for so long.  When you have those moments when something just clicks and your brain and body start working together, its awesome!  I just wish I had more of those.

RAKS-Opened door X 4, rescued a beetle from the office bathroom, picked up garbage, tried to win Mumford and Sons tickets for Josh's mom.  I just had some guy at Tim Hortons almost knock me over with door I opened for him and cough in my face so he didn't get the coffee I intended to buy for him, so I'll take that as a -1.