Friday night was a humbling class. Not only did I have to admit to myself that
things aren’t going so great but to my fellow students and instructors. I’ve had shoulder issues now for almost 5
years; I’m not whining about it just stating a fact. I have
found continuous repetition of any kind involving shoulders, or even my arms, is
totally working against me. I have had
to modify my repetitions to not include my sword, which really is only going
through the motions and is keeping me from any kind of progress. I’m not going to lie. It’s frustrating and makes me question
whether there is a weapon out there that I could do justice right now.
Listening to Sifu Brinker remind our team of what we signed
up for and the potential we have was encouraging to push on and to push a
little harder. The summer months have
been hard but are in no way a legitimate excuse for falling behind. I committed myself to this year and have
every intention of growing from where I am.
I’m not a huge fan of performing in front of an
audience. However, I want to be at the
level where I am ready at the drop of a hat to get up and dazzle. Maybe I need to focus more on my hand
forms? Or maybe I need to stop being
afraid of bothering anyone and reach out for some one on one help?
I may not look like the most graceful swordsman at the end
of this year, but I am more determined to at least be a step closer.
Alana Regier
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