These are the journals of Silent River Kung Fu I Ho Chuan team members as part of Tom Callos' Ultimate Black Belt Test.
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
I Am Breathing In
So, here's the thing. I'm a super anxious person with a mind that won't quit...ever. I worry about stuff, I psyche myself out of things by overthinking and by brain simply just won't shutup. I've read about people who can live in the moment and I often think how glorious that would be to never lose sleep over anything. I've tried saying to myself "I am breathing in, I am breathing out" but immediately, not even a half second later my mind starts to race. I know for a fact, you can shut off your brain, walking around the streets of Edmonton has shown me that several people know how to do this, although, I think for alot of them, it isn't intentional either. I need to know HOW! How do I control this over active mind to allow myself not to worry about every darn thing and just allow myself to be content with what I am doing NOW?!
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