On Track but so Far Behind

By the end of today I will have logged 3000 pushups and situps. This has been the only requirement I have been tracking. I have done forms in class as well as sections at home and have done various acts of kindness but those have not been written down. For the past three weeks I have not been at 100%, I wouldn't even consider myself at 50% most of the time. There is something wrong with my sense of balance, but none of the doctors I have seen have figured out what it is exactly. I have been on three types of medication that have had little to no effect and most simple actions can cause me to sway and almost topple. My doctor also requested x-rays of my neck to be taken, as there has been some muscle pain in the area.

Even though I have felt terrible most days, I have kept using some of the tools I have been given, mainly pushups and situps. I have worked on small sections of forms, and have many plans and ideas for my personal requirements but at this moment I do not feel like I can fulfill them properly. However I will push myself to go to open training this Saturday however and try to mark some repetitions of Kempo as well as the jian form I have been working on, because I need to start now before it's too late.