Easy Way Out?

I decided with the beginning of the I Ho Chaun year that I would be open and honest with my blogs and not give up on things so easy. I'm struggling to decide whether or not to bow out of dragon dance. If I did though, would it be because it is hard and I'm struggling it with it? Or is it for genuine concern of my hip falling out? I guess with not many people coming out to practice, I shouldn't feel guilty taking up a spot that someone else could have so I can keep trying for now.