hello everyone so the day is getting closer. the day we all show how
far we have come and how much we have grown, and of course the black
belt candidates. There are quite a few things i have learned when
preparing for and actually doing the demo. For me it is the waiting and
approaching day that is the worst, because normally i am always becoming
my worst enemy. I always think i can't do this, i won't be good enough,
i am going to let them down. but that is how i used to think, now of
course i am still worried, but now i think i can do this, i can get
through this, we are doing this as a team, we are all trying are hardest
to make sure that we have an awesome demo. there is no secret that i
have found to help me get over my fear, it is just merely stepping out
of my comfort zone, with lots of support and a little of my own
strength. Performing in front of people is scary, but it is one of the
only times you can show off to others what you have become. I'm worried,
but i will never back down because i know if i ever do i will fall
backwards. lucky for me though i have so many people to push me back
forwards. when i think of this it makes me just so happy. we are
surrounded by extraordinary people and always given the greatest of
opportunity's. I am so glad that i get to share this experience with all
of you and remember everyone always stay who you all
are(extraordinary).
231 lbs
Sihing Langner
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