To Build a Dragon

What does it take to build a dragon? The obvious answer, besides the necessary materials and equipment, is skill. However for me the answer is courage. For me it takes courage to really go deep within and tap into and test the skills I have or even see if  they are there. To make a heart is like meditation. To make a dragon is an hour and a half or so of concentrated zen focus acting only on intuition and instinct. The skills are there, but how do I use them in those moments of creating and sometimes repairing like when I get the heat too close to a toe and melt it off. When I build a dragon it's coming from the depths of me, which sometimes is a scary place to go. In some ways building a dragon is a personal development course.

What does it take to show the dragon to someone other than Dennis? Again courage. Some people have a fear of public speaking, some fear of demos, mine is showing my artwork especially the work that came from deep within. What will people think? What will they say? Will they laugh? Will they compare it to the Dollar Store or some other artist? These are moments when I want the lampshade over my head and imposter a floor lamp in the corner. Even to post pictures on my fan page on Facebook takes courage. Now I'm embarking on building my website where not only I will be posting pictures, but asking my price (another terror barrier), and telling my story. Where did that lampshade go? However if I want to go forward (which I do), I must forego the lampshade and step out regardless of how hard it is or how much my heart is pounding or my knees are shaking.

I often think back to the silent auction conspiracy 2 years ago when I first put my dragons out. That night is still ringing in my head and ears, but when I look back it was one of the best gifts I received although uncomfy. However that night started a trend as now I am asked for a dragon for the auction table.

This year's dragon is different. Different shape, it's in full color, and the Pearl of Wisdom is with it. Yes, I made that too. I'm happy with how my dragons turned out and will be making more. Each one different with each one showing different characteristics and each one will have their Pearl of Wisdom. However for now, meet the dragon for the silent action. The owner has been summoned, who will it be?

Sherri Donohue
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